Change
Lately I've been thinking about myself, who I am and who I want to be. I want to grow as a person and start appreciating the things I have; not that I haven't before because I’m so very grateful for every single thing and every single person in my life. But I feel I’m still not mature enough to see it and I keep on doing things wrong. I want to become a better version of me, less dramatic and childish. I want to be happier and simply love myself. I wish I understood better that being perfect is subjective. The perfect body is my own body, if I think it is. That I shouldn't compare myself to other people's definition of what perfect is. I have been feeling very sad lately because things aren’t the way I wish they were, no matter how hard I try to not mess things up I end up doing so, and that’s what hurts the most, making mistakes that ruin everything completely. I don’t really know how to make things better and it got me thinking “maybe I’m the one who needs to be bett...